Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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"Can we pretend airplanes in night skies like shooting stars, I would wanna make a wish right now

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
Ipod Touch
Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
Acoustic Guitar
Driving License

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Meet the people I love♥

Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
Churchmates
Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
Friends
D.O.P.E Studio
Jason
Lincoln
NYP
DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
STC
4B `07 STC Guitar Ensemble Carmen ChengShing Felicia GeokYing Joyce Melanie NgMin SiMin Sheryl YuanLing ZhiXian
Online
Amelia Alyssa Danny Dyon Erwin Joseph Jt Ming Timo Qi Qi Skybird Wein

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Creditorials

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Monday, November 10, 2008

Sunday:
Went church then saw Lucas. Was really surprised. Then met Jerry to pass his phone back to him. He was with his friend Terrance. Didnt talk much. Jus pass and go. Then ate lunch with GY and Bryan. Went home. Locked myself in e room e whole day. Finding things to do. Then got so locked up by 4 walls. Cannot take it. Went to sleep in e end. I dunno. When its like I needed someone to talk to, somehow nobody is free. And when it comes to midnight when im resting, phone calls all came in one by one.

Well, Time passed really really really fast.
Yesterday was looking at e song lyrics..
some are really sicked
Some really loving dovey
Some are really missing someone

This makes me remember.
How I wrote my first song
Picked up my guitar and express what i really felt
The world is looking for love
I felt so unloved, drained and tired
I gave up that dream of mine
My passion for music has gone
What is my dream?
Guitar? Music? Photography? Business? People?
There is so so so many doubts in me

But jus these days, I found myself back
Carrying that burning passion of music in me
But at e same time im calming myself down
I felt so so so locked up inside
That I feel so disconnected with the world
Everytime i speak, ppl thinks im an alien

Sometimes i wonder if its good or not
Friends come and go
How many will stay and walk e journey with you?
Boyfriends treat you like a nobody
Having it does not make any changes at all

Okay. Im superly emo! I dunno why.
I got to study for 1 hr plus more b4 my last paper
Where can i go... Celebration? I wished...