Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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"Life would be so much better if they are not selfish"

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"Can we pretend airplanes in night skies like shooting stars, I would wanna make a wish right now

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Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
Ipod Touch
Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
Acoustic Guitar
Driving License

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Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
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Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
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Jason
Lincoln
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DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
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Monday, March 14, 2011

Thinking up my wishlist.

Okay I know its inappropriate at this period of time.
But its time to think for my future.

Cousin asked: Are you able to apply to SIT?
Its more for media right?

I said: I doubt so.

She said: Furthur your studies. Check it out. Need go uni just go.
I was like okay. Crap. How to go ??

My results so lan!

Okay wishlist:

• Driving license (maybe i just go for auto) Since nowadays cars are auto.
• DSLR ( I still haven choose yet. Cousin going hk during June. Got to get my resources)
• IMAC ( I calculated the one that i wanted is 4k plus) Best of both worlds.
• Iphone ( getting on Tuesday. FINALLY!)
• Ipod touch ( Its a gift)
• Ipad ( For my niece and nephew, hope to get it soon )
• A wallet. ( If I could afford a LV or what! )
• New bag ( most probably charles and keith. Not getting burberry or LV)
• New clothes! ( I need to change my whole wardrobe! )
• New table for my IMAC!
• New cupboard
• A new mirror! if not its not a girl's room
• Ukelele! :)

I think thats all for now. I cant think of anything. But I just know I wanna change. I wish i have 10k falling on me just to get these stuff..
Aiming for it!

Friday, March 11, 2011

You know, if you come to my blog often. You would noticed that I changed my song. Its no longer faithfully. 


Well, I really want things to work out. But I guess Im a little too desperate or too scared or whatever. 
Im not myself. What do I mean? Im doing things that is not right to me I guess.
I really don't know whats got into me.


You know, you just wish someone. Just this someone. Hold you tight and never let go. Telling you how impt you are and all.


But this time, Im having the same nightmares every night. Sorry, no one to be there to comfort me. No one is there to say, "Hey, everything is going to be alright!"
And every night, God knows why, I felt like hating myself so damn much. 
I just wish that I didnt exist. What happened to me? I really don't know.


I don't wanna do anything. Or talk to anyone. Sorry. I guess. Im best alone. With no friends.


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I really hate to let this moment go, touching your skin and your hair falling slow,
When a goodbye kiss, feels like this

[chorus]
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
Don't you wanna hold each other tight,
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight,
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay

Let's take it slow I don't want to move to fast,
I Don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last,

When your off this cab, It's a sad goodbye.......

[chorus]
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
Don't you wanna hold each other tight,
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight,

Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay

Oh yeah!!!
Oh it feels so perfect baby..
Don't you wanna stay here a little while..

[chorus]
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
Don't you wanna hold each other tight,
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight,
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay

Don't you wanna stay.....
Yeah Yeah Yeahhh
Yeah Yeah Yeahhh

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I think after all the things. Im not ready for serious one i guess.

Fairytales might have happened here and there.

But I guess love is just not meant for me.

Sorry love, I don't trust or believe in you anymore.

I think I have found another you. But I thinking I might lose the same you again.

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Hope that YR's mum would go through. :)
Please Lord, bless them and give them the strength they needed.

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Its a second time I felt im a useless friend.
I totally know how she feel.
Knowing that you might lost someone you love.
Who could relate to that than me?

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If sacarsism its your forte, stay away from me.

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Sometimes, your in situations that you felt you gonna do stupid decisions that you gonna regret for life.
And thats what Im doing.

Im not myself anymore.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

3 kinds of people makes your world goes wrong.

1. Being too possessive or controlling.
2. Being too hot and cold making someone all confused.
3. Being just all sarcastic and you don't know what to do/say next.

Okay, I think its just my world. Im sorry. Hoping that someone who could connect to me. Really?

Hey. I just realised that people who were reading my blog are more than I ever imagined.

Well, have you felt that sometimes you know that you are doing something you don't like but you just do it for some reasons you gave yourself?

Or you did it even though it was wrong? Does it sound familiar in your life?

I think it does and its haunting me. I don't know what to do. What's next?
When you start to think what you really want and you got no answer.

Everyone seems to like having a full go and knowing what they want.
I felt like Im a useless girl waiting to be picked up by hopefully some rich prince to let my life going.

I don't know whats my future now.
What's more, I can't seem to find anyone to share anything now.

I think I shouldnt be thinking too much.