Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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"Life would be so much better if they are not selfish"

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Mediabox

"Can we pretend airplanes in night skies like shooting stars, I would wanna make a wish right now

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
Ipod Touch
Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
Acoustic Guitar
Driving License

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Meet the people I love♥

Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
Churchmates
Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
Friends
D.O.P.E Studio
Jason
Lincoln
NYP
DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
STC
4B `07 STC Guitar Ensemble Carmen ChengShing Felicia GeokYing Joyce Melanie NgMin SiMin Sheryl YuanLing ZhiXian
Online
Amelia Alyssa Danny Dyon Erwin Joseph Jt Ming Timo Qi Qi Skybird Wein

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Creditorials

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Monday, February 28, 2011

Weak is my status now.

I miss those times we hang out at cathay.
Toning out late like our second home.
Going over your house and sleepover.
Mini Slumber party at my house.

I miss those laughters we had.
The irritating voice I made. *Meow*
I don't know how to make it right already.
I don't know how to start a conversation anymore.


In the midst of transitions, I guess someone brought me a smile.
Someone who said I got a million dollar smile. :)

Gonna watch M5 with Martin. Can't wait.
Though I cant watch Santana. But I bet he is gonna be good.
I can't wait for John Mayer to come to Singapore.
Switchfoot is coming too.
This yr its like the best yr for celebrities! The famous ones all are here.
I miss John Legend. :( Didnt get Timbre tickets.

Today is the last week of SP.
One more week with DVE ppl.
Hang in there. 9am to 6pm is gonna be over soon

But not for me :(
FYP is the next next monday.

Well, thanks Candy girls for always being there for me in class. :)
Your words brought comfort to me. Will never forget it! :):)
Love you girls lots.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Doesn't see your fb profile doesn't mean your not important or I don't care abt you anymore.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Im on the verge on going crazy.
Seriously crazy. Can anyone stop me?

I cant control myself anymore.
Why didnt I just stopped by at your wall?

Biggest mistake.

I hate myself.

Don't talk to me again.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Now it seems so hard to speak to you again.
Im sorry I wasnt being a best friend.

Be it in anywhere I go.

Im sorry that I was so caught up with my proj that I didnt checked on you.
But if I had knew that you were in hospital, I would have rushed down.

I tried contacting you but it wasnt hard enough. But Im afraid what you gonna say.
That moment you just stunned me saying dont say you will be there when your not, I got total lost.
I don't know what to do next I guess.
Now I came to think of it, I felt like I don't deserve the word best friend anymore.

After that incident, Im like a stalker stalking you everywhere.
But I felt that I couldnt fit in anymore.
You have Sophie, Celeste, Chloe and Liwin.
It seems like I don't need to be there, it doesnt matter to you anymore.

Everytime I see you on msn, I felt like saying something.
But I just don't know what to say.

Its my biggest mistake.
Im sorry. I should have tried harder.

Time being now means wait for you to cool down.

I think, we really went crazy without each other.
A lesson learnt for me.
Im sorry, bestfriend.

Monday, February 21, 2011

To tell you, I seriously don't know whats wrong. Doesnt mean I don't think anything is nothing wrong.

If you are not gonna tell, whatever i say or do. You just not gonna do. You know it yourself.
I called you, you hung up on me.
I fb msg you, you don't reply.
I msn you, you ignored me.

So does he. I msn him. He don't reply.
Okay. So whats now?

If this is what you wanna be, i will just let you.
For the time being I guess.


I had not catch a wink and Im trying to survive my SP.
Vomitted like damn lots today. Almost died in pain. But still dragged myself to school.
Not gonna eat much these days.
And we should stop pinic-ing. Its like every yr SP we always eat and eat. LOL!

Thanks A for hanging there till morning with me.
Its great knowing you and chatting with you! :)

Have you heard of friendship crisis? I think Im facing one. Its not a good thing. Sometimes when you have any miscommunication or any conflicts, people tell you, you got to fixed it fast if not it would be over.

Well, I got to tell you. Yeah you did. You did it fast. But if another party doesnt even try. Its bad.

Okay shall not say that much if not its worst. Im not good with words. If you know me well enough, when in terms of quarrel or situations I tend to be at the losing end.

Things that happened btw me and YL and lots of other examples.

Okay.

Thats it.

Er.. 2 more weeks! DVE is splitting. Some will be flying to LA, some to vietnam ( which I doubt so ),
some having modules ( one of them is NE =.=) Some will be having attachment at different companies, while some.. having FYPJ ( dead! )

So, I am one of them. That is doing FYPJ! After an intense 3 weeks Studio Project. Extended to 3 mths project and no break.. No no no no.. BREAK!

Cause after which its my attachment. Then 2 weeks break i guess. I don't know how long.

And then its my modules. I don't know how many modules are I repeating.
Jia you DVE. I love you guys.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Okay. Im really having a hard time in my life.


Firstly I felt im not inside my grp. Even though I really trying very hard to be involved and doing everything I can. But ppl just don't see it.


I lost my phone. Got lost contact with all my friends and all. 
Yeah screw me. Im on the verge of killing myself. Like seriously.


Secondly, the people who are closest to me. I kinda screwed it up.


Alright Seriously, Im out of social stuff.


Im not a good friend. Im not there when you needed me.


So just. lets not talk. Im withdrawing from all social. Like seriously.


No FB, No Twitter, Less Msn. ( still need to do work )


It just hurt me so much knowing I could be there but I wasnt.
Sorry, I really didnt know that you were in Hospital, on drip.
Im really really sorry.
I hope your doing fine. 
Just felt that this 10 yrs friendship. Just gone like that. In a night.
And its all my fault.


This year had been really hard on me. I went through so much so so so much.
Just to hold on that little hope.
And it just  get worst. Freak.

Monday, February 14, 2011

For the next 3 weeks, do follow us at this webbie. I think i would be too tired to blog :)

Friday, February 11, 2011

A smile upon your face its like my world filled with lights again :)

Monday, February 7, 2011

This might be the last post on this blog.
Becos of some issues of account password stuff..

Hows your CNY going?
Mine wasnt that bad :)
Everyone is moving on as a couple.
Well, first day of CNY met up with someone.

And I enjoyed! Cause I felt so motivated to study. :P
Well, sometimes I just wish that there is just this person who treats me as i am.
Love me and have a status if things go furthur.
Thats all I felt.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Happy CNY! I loved every single moment with you :)
You brought a smile to my face. :)

Its great to felt loved by family and friends once again.

I missed MOU YAN RAN!
I can't even contact her. Wonder how is she :(

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Tuesday:

Went out to celebrate Joe's birthday.
Great fun and company.
FINALLY KTV! I missed it so much! :)
Gonna head to bed. Thanks everyone for tuning in :)