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Hope @ Gainingfrequency.bs♥
Where there's seems no way, God would make a way.

Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
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Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
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Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
Churchmates
Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
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D.O.P.E Studio
Jason
Lincoln
NYP
DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
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4B `07 STC Guitar Ensemble Carmen ChengShing Felicia GeokYing Joyce Melanie NgMin SiMin Sheryl YuanLing ZhiXian
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Monday, December 13, 2010

Okay. This time I got to be serious with myself.
Yeah. I was emo in the morning.
Due to certain decisions I made. 

The troubles that I created is hard to resolve.
Now I come to rationalize it.

Alright, bad decisions is to get relationship while studying.
I thought I could handle it.
Well, I had been setting my motivation on different guys time to time getting disappointed.
What had I been thinking man.. 

Bad decisions to work and study at the same time too.
Realised that I worked so hard but money doesn't come in.

First Sem: I still remember, I cried myself to school.
Hoping that I would be alright.
Second Sem: I skipped school all due to Nicholas.
Great job I have done =.=

Year 2 
Sem 1: It was alright until... I set it to YL.
Sem 2: Too sad to carry on.

HOPE! What happened to you?
What had I been thinking?
They are not gonna be in your future cos they ended here in this time of your life.
They are not gonna be what you become in future.

Sorry, I havent been thinking straight until I met the core of my life.
Im at the edge.
If I fail my maths module again. Im gonna get kicked out of school.
Thus, making the decision of repeating year 2.
Im not really sure if I have made a right choice.

I know anyone reading this might be thinking. Omg!
Just carry on. Its a waste of money and time.
Yeah, this brings to the big disappointment to my brothers.
I really don't know how to face them anymore. 
They worked so hard and love me so much.

Im getting ready to be kicked out of my house.
Im prepared to go through anything that is coming out of my second bro's mouth.
Im prepared to hear any negativity that my aunt and uncles gonna say.
Im prepared to hear my cousins scolding or giving up on me.

Great, well done. Aw Yan Sin. 
Realised im no longer hope.
Your a disappointment to the family.
Your a disappointment to the school.
Your a disappointment to everyone who love and care for you.

I wanna repeat because I wanna to start all over again.
I know I might not have given the chance again.
I shall see whats coming for me.
I hope I didnt make a bad decision.


The problem now is I think alot and im gonna go crazy!

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
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