Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Monday, November 22, 2010

There are a lot of things I wanna ask you. Seriously a lot! But I didn't dare to ask. Im afraid to hear the answers. Afraid to hear all those answers ending up quarreling again. Yeah again!

Yesterday chatted with YR for like good some time. Was really heart to heart talk. And realised no matter how much he put into effort. He is still a child within him.
Well, there is always a child within us. :)
Then we chatted some really sensitive issue like we ended up laughing and getting shocked by each other's answers :)

It was good time. I couldn't really share with anyone that close. I couldn't really feel I could talk to anyone about this issue. :) But I guess God has just placed me one. One that could understands.

Pearly said something on sat.
She told me:
A lot of people said that the people are just too judgmental.
I am who I am. I love to be who I am. Im not gonna change.

Well, the truth is. People judges you.
For the actions, you did.
For the words you said.
For the way you carried yourself.
Yeah, for a simple fact: You can't really be yourself. :(

I just got to take this time, get to know better of myself. Get to know what kind of character am I.
Whats my value. Who I wanna be. How do I wanna be when people looked at me.
There had been way too many rumours.
Im not sure if he is saying me in lots of ways: But whatever is done is done.

Just like how Martin asked me to crush a purple star infront of everyone.
Its purple! I love it! I like is a lot. I can't bear to crush it.
But I got to crush it. Yeah I did. I tried to make it back.
Its hard or probably its never be able to do that.
Great. Just like that situation.

He is a great guy. No matter what. I still feel the same.
I just got to learn to love myself even more. Change to a 10/10 person.
So to wait for my 10/10 partner.

I can't love a person if I don't love myself. Cause I wont know how to love. Right?

Alright, next thing. I wanna make more and more covers. But I can't neglect my studies.
Im just freaking stressed out. I got a lot of things to do. I can't cope. Im like on the edge of the cliff.

Well, updates updates.
If you were good enough to tune in, in this blog. You would have known I performed on Sat.
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150340102435537
This is the link to the performance! :)

Pictures :):)