Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
Ipod Touch
Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
Acoustic Guitar
Driving License

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Meet the people I love♥

Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
Churchmates
Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
Friends
D.O.P.E Studio
Jason
Lincoln
NYP
DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
STC
4B `07 STC Guitar Ensemble Carmen ChengShing Felicia GeokYing Joyce Melanie NgMin SiMin Sheryl YuanLing ZhiXian
Online
Amelia Alyssa Danny Dyon Erwin Joseph Jt Ming Timo Qi Qi Skybird Wein

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Creditorials

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Ah. Today its 2 mths.

Crap I hate to think about it.

I don't wish to use the word hate.
I guess Im just too kind.
I love everyone cause they are a child of God.
No matter how much they hurt me.

I will cry, but say I will forgive them.
So wei da huh.
Yeah, the Hope you see always kept things to herself.
But actually Im seriously not alone.
Not when I know Bryan, Martin sitting at the same table
Actually Emo-ing about relationship.

We called it a emo table.
I cried a lot today.
ALOT! From morning till night.
I guess its gonna be over.
This suffer is gonna be over. Soon.
The pain will be gone soon.
And when its gone. Its when I could be stronger.

Yeah, I felt betrayed.
One is someone I still like a lot.
One is someone close to me. My cg mate.
Someone I would be there for, my cg mate.

God, I heard your word.
To wait. I will. Wait patiently.
Going to that vision.
Leading cellgroup, cellgroup guitarist, lead testimonies.
Share my testimony, impacting people's life.

You told me once before that my life is a testimony to the people around me
But you didnt tell me Im gonna hurt so badly.
Im sorry, I wasnt ready.
But here I am now, take me.
Take all of me with you.

I finally went church. Today God showed me.
Gave me a little peace. To put aside the feelings.
But I felt I can't let it out when I face her.
When her smile just make it as if nothing had happened.
Pearly felt that I was surpressing my feelings all the way down.
Yeah, its sucks.
Whole day just sucks.

So after which, we all talked and lalalalalla~~
Yeah Im fine. Just moving on.
Not wanting to think abt it.
Although I know they had been msging in front of me.

Great job Hope.
Sometimes I just think you suck.
But with reassurance, kept reminding myself.
All these its not my fault.

Its just how God let it happened.
Went Jamming, got to played the guitar! :):)
I love that electric guitar.
Sound so cool!

Bryan and Zon were amazing.
They practically can do everything.
Guitar, drums, keyboard, beat box.
It was great fun :):)

After which ate supper.
Im sorry Bryan and Martin.
Instead of encouraging me, I kinda made you guys emo too :(:(
Lets all jia you :)

Thanks Martin, for kinda a good dad for once.
Before leaving, hey girl! Don't cry okay?
Promise me.
I told him, not today. Im really tired.
He said. tomorrow also cannot! If not I wouldnt talk to you.

Thanks everyone. You guys really helped me alot.
Kept singing today. Can't help it.

Lord, I hereby ask you. To take it all away.
Let me forget everything.
Let me learn.
Let me grow.
Let me go.

Thanks Pearly, in the midst of your own life.
You still were there for me.
Im sorry I called you when your crying :(:(
I hope everything goes well for you.

MY CG REALLY ZZZZ!
Topic about sex again.
Every week also got somethings to laugh like mad.
Hahaha! :):) Thanks. Im happy for just this awhile :)
Nights ppl.

YR is on my bed now!
Im gonna join her! HAHAH!
Sorry, sound wrong :)