Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Friday, October 29, 2010

What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?

Where can I go where memories aren't tearin' me apart?

How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How can I hope when everything is hopeless?

Why do I try when nothing I can do will bring you back?

Why do I dry my cryin' eyes when I know that tears will start?

How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

You only ever treaded me so kind

Boy, I musta been stupid, out of my mind

I let you down one to many times

Now where can I go where memories aren't tearin' me apart

How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How could I have messed it up so bad?

Just throw away everything we had

Look in the mirror don't know who I am

What can I say when words can't make it better?

What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?

Where can I go where memories aren't tearin' me apart?

How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

Why do I dry my cryin' eyes when I know that tears will start?

How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

When I on my lappy. This song just came on.
Great =.= Emo period. 
Really said What I wanted to say.


I dreamt of him again. This time was special.
I think he was getting married.
The bride.. I didnt get to see.
But I saw how his face. Was smiling.
Anxious for his princess to walk down that aile
Getting ready to be his princess forever
With flowers on her hand.
Walking down that red carpet.


Then the end. Body clock woke me up.
My lesson is like 12 to 1.


What am I gonna do after that?
Er.. I don't know. Home?
Evening Cellgroup.
Been waiting for too long for this day.
AND MOU YAN RAN IS NOT GOING! =.=
She is having a date with MARTIN LEONG!
Great! Never invite me! Haha!
She said great things cannot share =.=


I met up with Tidus yesterday.
Saw him in school LIKE FINALLY!
For like the past few years we kept saying meet meet meet.
Didnt meet =.= Then saw him in school, wanted call him.
Lost his number.


We went back together.
He is really a sua gu kid =.=
Seriously! 179 so near his school! He didnt even know.
Yeah! He said Kbox is next week! :)
He treat! Wee!!


He owe me! After like so many years =.=
Yan Ran kept saying bo jio .. Haha!


AND I GOT TO CLARIFY!
FREAKING HELL WHOEVER KEPT SPREADING MY NUMBER!
SERIOUSLY YOU NEED A PUNCH IN YOUR FACE!
STOP BEING AN ASS AND SPREAD MY NUMBER IN YOUR RESERVICE CAMP!


Seriously, I thought prepaid card could stop me this kinda of nonsense.
I come to realise.
I guess its someone close to me? 
Cause I changed so many many many numbers


From 91512023 to 81134321 to 81821918 to now.
Yeah I still remember all my numbers.
And I think I received some kind of same kinda situation
Some freaking guy spreading my number around.
And I don't know who!


And guys who msg me saying all those ridiculous nonsense, please get a life.