Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
Ipod Touch
Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
Acoustic Guitar
Driving License

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Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
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Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
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D.O.P.E Studio
Jason
Lincoln
NYP
DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
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4B `07 STC Guitar Ensemble Carmen ChengShing Felicia GeokYing Joyce Melanie NgMin SiMin Sheryl YuanLing ZhiXian
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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Hey friends. :)

Well, Im sorry that these days Im really not getting over a lovely sweet memories of love.

But here I am telling everyone.

Im slowly picking pieces of myself. :)

Sorry for being not myself these days.

Sorry Yanran, you got to hear all the "I miss" this and that of him.
I know its freaking irritating for you. But I just cant help it you know.
Im still trying to get over it :)
But nevertheless thank you for these days, for accompanying me.
And Yeah. Thank you for sleeping on my bed for afternoon naps =.=

Sorry friends, I made you guys worry.
I know its like Im emo.
Please don't tell me. Eh.. Don't emo leh.
Cause its not solving the problem LOL!
As in.. at least say y you emo about or smth ?

I hope he is fine too.
We are good.
We still chat on msn and sms still.
Just that we no longer are more than friends :)
But I think its good like this for the time being?
We'll take a break.

Future? Who knows? Maybe he is the one?
Maybe he is not. :)

Let God decide. Anyway He already painted my future for me.
Now I seriously need is strength to go through this difficult time for myself and him. :)
I pray more often these days.
Pray for him more often too.
Of cos we are not gonna forget each other.
Just you know. A Break? haha! Yeah. :):)

Gonna concentrate on my studies + work + God :)
While he is gonna concentrate on his studies + work + his new love (cigar)
Yeah! He found his new love. =.=
A cigar =.= Oh well, life must still go on right?

Don't wanna dwell in sadness and hurts for too long
This is so not Hope. :)
Hope is a cheerful, crazy, bubbly girl
Who is always being bullied by friends. :( (thats bad!)
Someone who is really naive =.= (Had been trying to change that)
But I think becos of me, there is some joy in your life right?
HAHA! Don't lie. You guys got to admit! :):)

What am I gonna do with my life now?
I wanna pick up my guitar and sing again.
Kick away all my bad habits :)
Change the weakness of me to become strengths :)
Experience God's love once again. (Been really empty inside.. )
Clean my room always!
Studies!!
Work and earn more money!

Thank you Quack Quack for Iphone 4! HAHA!
I confess first! :)
Im sure for the next 1 or 2 years down the road.
Hope will be a new Hope.
A hope to the ppl around her :)

Jia you everyone :)
Nights, i got to have some rest ...