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Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Friday, August 27, 2010

Did you watch SALT?

Check out how did they did the movies over there. =D

http://features.cgsociety.org/story_custom.php?story_id=5831&page=1

♥There is always HOPE if you believe

5:26 AM

The Expandables! :D

Well, it was great movie! Just that it was a little gore. Tell me about the effects baby. Its wonderful man!!! Okay, I try not to let the CG eye/mind to affect me during the movie. I just wanna enjoy it like a layman do. HOT BODIES! Yeah baby! Super muscular. All the big hot stars are in this movie!

Reflections: Out of a serial killer, they still have a heart inside them. One move, you could save a person's life, or you let them die. You feel worst when you know that the person is dying and you just let it be. Eventually that person really left the world, you carry the burden of guilt.

Go watch it. Then you will understand what am I talking about :D

Ratings for this movie : ♥♥♥♥

I can't wait for the sidefx webby to show me whats behind the scene :D

This is so green screen. Im guessing they did it in the studio with a fake plane. =D

Sorry, I see things differently ever since Im in Visual Effects course.

Alright! How to make real fire. Until now! I think im not good at it. I wonder what software they use. Houdini? Nuke? It must be freaking long rendering time for this scene :(

I like this! Cause the people are looking at a green screen behind! They are really a good actors in studios! Thumbs up. Well, guess what? This castle reminds me of Matte painting. Those who did night mood. With the light stuff, all condemned =.= Must use gradient in photoshop or something or it looks too fake. And not forgetting our lighting assignment of the musuem. LOL! Crap! One picture makes me flashback so much! Its hard to do okay! :(

WHAT YOU SEE BELOW MIGHT SCARE YOU!

BOO! :D

I felt my face drying up. Time to mask and heal it =D

Sorry, was super bored. Thus camwhoring. Hope it doesnt spoil your screen :P

After Mask-ing :D See my smooth face! :D

Well, after these.. I was chatting with V. online :D Okay we finally talked to each other and got closer these days after our hectic schedules of school and work =D Our 10 years friendship never dies. Oh yeah! I remember she sms-ed me telling this thing.

Me: Girl, I think I wanna work at Zouk. :( I really need to get a new job :(

Her: I don't think you suit the job.

Me: Why?

Her: Cause you are too naive. Get cheated easily. You got to learn how to handle drunk customers. I worry you know!

Me: I very naive meh? Then good what! I could learn not to be naive working there =D

Her: Walao.. I know you for 10 years le. You are still very naive.

LOL! :P Am I very naive? HAHA. Crap. Not a good thing! Always easily cheated by people.

Zouk-ed with her :D

I was telling her I kinda hate myself for being stupid. =.= Cause Im always getting myself into some kinda of shit relationships. Okay, not all the time. Just these days I had been rejecting ppl that is kinda good to me. :( Im sorry guys.

Then she encouraged me with these words:

Don't find love, Let love find you! =D

It stunned me for a moment. Why do we have to be the one going and trying so hard? Just wait for the right one to notice you.. :D But Im kinda glad that I knew tweetybird. Haha! I just gave him a name. Well, we never expect to like each other in the first place. I still remember we used to be quarrelling during work :( Guess what?

He told Alan that HE WILL NEVER FALL FOR ME! =.= The next day he did! LOLOL! What a silly boy <3.>

Few words to tweety bird: Jia you for studies! See you in comex if Im working :P

♥There is always HOPE if you believe

4:26 AM

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Wee.. Im back again with at 4am now! Sorry I got everyone worried for the previous post.

Im fine. I really am.. :D Well, just wanna say. I had a loverboy. :D

The one who gave me this tweety bird. :D He got a great smile. Loves to laugh at me =.= For God's knows why. He always say I got a joker face. :(:(

His mum says Im fat! :( Thats sad. His brother gave me that angry look when my sms goes: Its so fluffy Im gonna die! :( But he loves to disturb me! :) Although not very nice sometimes. But its just how we communicate. We loves to talk rubbish to each other. :D

Spending time with each other. If you ask me. Who is it this time! Why kept changing. I will tell you at the end. He got this same laugh with his best friend. =.= Scares me off. However, in the midst, he does all the sweet little things. Sent sweet little sms to me to cheer me up. Saying somethings to make me feel better.

Im sorry, I always make you angry. :(:( I know its hard. But I just cant help thinking about you :( Thanks so much for everything :D All the silly things you did. Made my day

Thank you John.

♥There is always HOPE if you believe

3:52 AM

Friday, August 20, 2010

Call me stupid call me dumb.

I lost a really good catch. A good guy that every girl wanted.

A guy who loves his girl wholeheartedly.

A guy who is a christian, Love God wholeheartedly; Love people fervently.

A guy who is a top scholar in biomedical but chose to take over his dad business.

A guy who is rich that you would know you would have a great future with him.

A guy who is handsome that every girl wants.

A guy who is humorous that makes every one laughs.

A guy who cheers his girl up by making magic tricks. :D

A guy who every girl really wants. Even SQ girls wanna him.

A guy who is super fit. Won Singapore Taewondo 3 times champion in a row.

Call me stupid call me dumb.

He is a guy who loves his girl so much.

He works hard for everything.

He is humble. Call me stupid call me dumb.

He deserves so much better than such a lowly girl like me.

I hope he would find someone who treasure him.

I always make him worry make him disappointed make him sad.

Cause I always don't believe that I would be that one for him.

Im sorry, I really have low self esteem. You have a great character. You are a great catch.

Every girl wants you.

But Im such a lowly person. I don't deserve you.

Im sorry.

Im sorry you wasted your time on me.

It just wasnt right.

I just feel weird.

I wasnt prepared.

I will change.

I will.

Just wait. But yeah.

Meanwhile, good luck in finding your new love.

I give you my full blessings...

Sorry Joel.

♥There is always HOPE if you believe

5:14 PM

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Partaye Time! :D:D

Have you get ready your sexy clothes? Dressed up? Make up? And there you go! Haha! Do I sound like those clubber girls? :( I hope not. Alright, before we celebrate our national day. Its time to party! Brought two virgin clubber to Zirca/Rebel. Freaking lots of ppl.

Experience: Boring LOL! Bored to death. Nothing much. Just love to dance my fats out. LOL! And its freaking squeezy, lots of ppl. Alright ppl, you guys must be saying. You must be clubbing too much thats why no money. Sorry guys, I didnt spend much on anything. Free entry everything free. But thats just the rebellious period of me these days.

The girl's night out

MY SUPPER KAKI! Woohoo!

Not forgetting my yan partner =D

Sebas korkor! Thanks so much =D

After hectic night. Without enough sleep, I got to wake up early for a birthday party! Guess who is it? :D Yeah! Its my baby Terrence =D Look at the happy Family! =D Played with them whole day! Went crazy and mad! LOL! =D Its the kids playground! I feel and act like a kid with them.

My beloved niece and nephew screaming. MAAAA YIIII! Play with me rings in my head. They won't give up at all! Not wanting to let me go. Its been so long that I see them and play with them. Oh well, One is 6 and now one is 4. They are growing bigger but in our eyes they are still small kids :D I love you<3

Is that Red wine? No, thats... Grape juice. :D Sparkling juice. :D

Tsk tsk @ Charlene. LOL

My little Terrence

♥There is always HOPE if you believe

12:51 AM