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Hope @ Gainingfrequency.bs♥
Where there's seems no way, God would make a way.

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Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I MISS "D"

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
11:02 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Read this at Edmund's blog.
Maybe thats the reason why we quarrelled.
Im not sure if it is true for you..



1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
[Which almost never works]

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Don't kick a guy in the crotch. Really, don't. It hurts, A LOT. And plus, its humiliating.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love it when you play with their hair.

15. Guys use words like hot or sexy to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it, can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. If you ask us to be honest, dont get mad if we are, and you just dont like our answer.

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. When a guy tells a girl that they have a secret, It is usually about a girl. The girl the guy told knows the other girl.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys think its pretty cool when a girl knows everything about something we like. But its even cooler when they want to know about something we like.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing, but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. Dont say , "Im right because im a girl." Because its not true. If that was true, then The Bengals would have won the super bowl.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. NOT ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES!!!
Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. Just like you don't like us talking about our ex girlfriends, don't talk about your exes either. It sucks.

34. Don't say things like, "Ive given up on guys. They're all pricks. They're all the same." Because we aren't, and never will be.

35. Guys love neck rubs. And if he lets you keep doing it, it means that he really likes you, or his neck really hurts.

36. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

37. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you when you were dating, he probably still does. And if he had one wish, it would be you to come back into his life.

38. Guys are just a self-conscious as you are. So don't talk about that guy over there with the huge muscles. it just makes us feel smaller. (Unless we are the dude with the muscle.)

39. The sexiest thing a girl can have is confidence. When we tell you you look great, don't tell us we're wrong, it makes us want to stop telling you.

40. Don't get mad when we hold the door open for you, we know you can do it yourself, but we're trying to prove Chivalry isn't dead.

41. Take advantage of the mood were in. If we are depressed, try to cheer us up. If we snap at you, don't try to help us, just sit there with us.

42. Lets us pay for you. Don't say 'i feel bad', we like to do it.

43 Kiss us when no ones watching. But if you kiss us in public, we'll be impressed.

44. You don't have to get dolled up every time we got out. If were dating you, it means we like you for who you are, not what you wear. (most of the time)

45. Don't take everything we say as 100% true. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.

46. Stop using magazines and the media as your bible. We really don't care about how hot the Jonas brothers, or Brad Pitt, or whoever the hot celebrity of the day is.

47. Whatever happened to the word "handsome" or "beautiful"? I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever other pet names you can think of.

48. And if you are being treated wrong by a guy, don't WAIT for him to change, because hes not going to. You either have to deal with it, or break up with him. Find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who can make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

49. Dont get your friends to ask us out. if you really want to date us, ask us yourselves.

50. No matter how often we tell you we dont care about your relationships with ex-boyfriends, we do.

51. We like it when you indulge us. Not constantly, but we like to know we've done something right, and be rewarded.

52. Nothing is worse than not being talked to. Dont use it as a punishment, it sucks more than you know.

53. If you have a problem with us, don't talk to a good friend. Talk to us. The friend only gets angry for you, and comes to us with that anger. When they yell at us, we get defensive and angry at YOU, because we assume that you would have talked to us first.

54. Dont insult us, even jokingly. It hurts.

55. Having someone put before of us, especially another guy, really does start stuff in our mind. We read into a lot, whether we should or not.

56. We almost ALWAYS feel our best isn't good enough for you. Make sure we know its more than enough for you.

57. Guys want to be your knight in shining armor. We do know sometimes it's best to listen, but it's really difficult to not try to save the day.

58. Guys like it when you touch their chests.

59. If we mess up, it will haunt us for weeks. Please, be forgiving. At the very least, let us try to make it up to you.

60. If we know you're upset... nothing else is right.

61. When a guy loves a girl, he'll go to surprising lengths to just be with her- in any setting.

62. Guys do listen. When we zone out, were usually thinking about what you just said.

63. Just because the last guy you dated screwed up, does not mean we will.

64. You do not have to wear gobs of makeup to impress us. Actually, we think you look better without it.

65. When breaking up, don't use the phrase, "You are the most [insert positive adjective] guy i've ever met." Because if we were, you wouldn't be breaking up with us.

66. We don't mind doing it, but its nice when we don't have to make the first move every single time. Because when we have to, it lowers our confidence level.

67. The sad truth- we are still only human. We WILL mess up and disappoint you at sometime, but the thing to remember is that we didnt mean to, and while an argument might be the first reaction, sometimes forgiveness is better. (and we also know that you will too.)

68. Most of the time, we care about the things you care about. Just because we don’t have an interest in it, doesn’t mean we don’t care... that you care.

69. If we mess up, and we know it, we'll do anything to get back in your good graces. And if we've been groveling for a week, stop making us feel like shit, because it does hurt, and we mean it when we say 'im sorry.''

70. We aren't stupid, we can tell there's something wrong just by the way you talk or you text.

71.Never ever forget a guy's instructions if they asked you to text them when you are done with something, because it will make them think that you dont care about them at all or dont want to bother about them.

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
3:16 AM

I don't understand seriously?
So what if you are rich?
I don't love you cause you are rich or what.
I love you for who you are. I love you for the way you are.
You may change for the better.
But not really change to the way that you are not yourself anymore.
Just because of a stupid clubbing thing, we got to quarrel like never before.
Im seriously speechless.
I can stop it.
But what? Some guy on facebook asked me to go clubbing then you got over sensitive.
Im seriously hurt.
You thought of me like im those kinda of girl.
No one is perfect. Hope you will find your perfect girl. Im hurt.

Now you guys know the reason why me and zx didnt work out..
Im always the wrong one.
I got to delete guys from my fb.
That im fine with.
Then want me to stop clubbing.
I can.
Ask me like? What if my friends, my family, my leader see
blah blah blah...

I must be a angel.
With no flaws.
No mistakes.
One mistake im not your perfect girl?
Is that what you called your first love to be like?
Not only you are hurt.

You think im not??
I asked myself.. Am I playing you off?

I think im not.
If i am. What i do is. date you first time
Next date, not appearing.
Ignore you.

If thats what you wish me to do.
IM SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY LIKE!
Whats wrong man..
ARGHHH!
Lesson learnt.


1) Never rush into any relationship.
2) Got to know the guy minimum 1 yr before getting together
3) Guy must love me for who I am and not some perfect person
4) Guy must learn to trust me and not getting over sensitive

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
2:12 AM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

I know most of the people wanna know where did I go yesterday

Rushed to school for maths lecture.
Stupid assignment. =.=
They actually made a programme to check our codes!
Irritating =.=

Studied last minute for Camera Practical Test.
Thank God I revised with the guys.
Gain - 0DB
Shutter Speed - 1/50
White Balance - the box and two triangles facing each other
Fill the frame with white paper which was under the light.
IRIS! stupid IRIS! =(

But I think we both did well.
Well done Akid! =DD I think thats how it spelt.
While waiting for the rest to get done with their test.
Discussed for cinematography part 2.

Camwhored.




Congrats Edmund for winning that spammer guy.
He must be just freaking jealous of your happening life.

Met up with Dave at esplanade.
Brought him to eat at Shokudo at Raffles City.
Really really full.
Went back to esplanade roof top to see scenary!
While taking photos.

SAW DESMOND =.=
Like out of all times he was there.
Then chit chatted awhile.
Desmond and Dave intro themselves.
haha. So weird.

Brought him to flyers.
Walked the rainforest trail. haha!
Suddenly there was this guy pop out of nowhere
I was kinda shocked.
He was laughing at me =.=

Went up to where i used to work.
And AL was working there.
Said hi. And he said Dave was handsome.
If you worked there. You should know its kinda bad thing.
Went to F1 tracks.
Took photos. =D

Went back to esplanade.
Stayed there. Really chatted alot.
Great night. =D
Great company =D
Great dinner =D
Great Dave =D








signing off
XOXO Hope

p.s I haven update my film editing blog. =(

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
11:47 PM

I really don't know what to do.
Seriously. Deep down. Im scared.
But just not showing out.
I cant tell no one

I talked to Marcus.
Realised I havent really done what im suppose to do.
I think im like destroying my own life yet saying others.

HOPE!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
11:23 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I need a break from love.

But

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU

Don't tell you the You is who.

The one reading the blog I MISS YOU. =D


I miss you girl.
Sorry. =(

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
9:09 PM

Let's learn to be a les.


Sorry for the emo post yesterday.
Was a little too over-sensitive and emotional.

This morning was freaking sick.
Ate medicine. Slept the whole day!
Felt like a real pig!

Rushing matte painting now.

Yesterday:
Film editing was kinda fun.
Somehow Miss Eda was super happy yesterday.
Talked about tv serials.

Oh well, T.K's lesson...
Don't know why it is like making more and more sleepy.
Lighthouse. I wanna goooo!

Maths again.
Test on thursday.
Physics. Somehow i understand how it works.

After that went esplanade with Bryan, Pris and me.
Abit like bright.
Saw Tommy at Citylink
Went to penisular to find Tommy.
See him play CS.

Realise CS is really such a lifeless game?
Shoot die, new game
Boring...

Home..
Emo-ed..

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
8:40 PM

Who can i turn to?


Today especially emo.
Guess i should quit school
quit the world.

Feel hard to connect with my classmates.
Pris got Bryan stick with the boys.
R is like freaking unfriendly.
Cannot connect.
Shall go lunch alone.

Val and liwin like ignoring me.
Shall not talk abt it.
Dunno what to say.
Guess its over.

Debarrment.

Everything all came at the same time.
Afraid im not going to take it.
Not going online for a few days i guess.

Phone bills i dunno if i could pay.
If not. Im totally uncontactable.
Maybe that is great.

In one night i felt like as if i lost everything.
Going to no home, no friends, no hope.
Goodbye everyone

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
12:44 AM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Quarrel with Nick.
Well, I don't know. Its just the same old things again.
Kinda sicked of it.

Haha! A conversation with girl.
We were like flirting. HAHA!
I love you girl. =D

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
12:34 AM

Friday, January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! =DD

Well, updates updates.
I celebrated 2010 with my wonderful besties again!! =DD
Haha! Its really wonderful. =DD
I hope every year we can come together again.

2 besties and 1 <3.
Val, Liwin and ZX.

Thanks so much for all the wonderful memories.
Thank you for being there for me like whenever i need you guys.
Seriously, the best gift God have given me is my friends. =D
And I thank God I got you. =D

Thank you for sending me home, ensuring my safety all the time.
I hope you do enjoy the time with us. =D
I know you do.

We went East Coast Park to slack.
Please dont mind the ultra red face.
Im not drunk.
Just that.. Er.. Once i just drink abit. My face super ultra red!

And guess what?
We drank like Volka Raspberryy!!
Took it from my home.
I think at first everyone think no kick.
So all drank quite alot man. =X

Esp. Celeste. Well, hope she would control herself the next time round.
And I thank God for her wonderful bf to take care of her.
So.. haha! I shan't say much.

Happy New 2010 Everyone! =D





Heart that we drew!! =D
Like in a dreamland haha!

Sparkles time!



Failure 2010. =X

Liwin! So happy haha!
The gang plus val and celetse with her bf

Im not drunk!

Wonderful besties

♥There is always HOPE if you believe
2:56 AM