Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Today is the photoshoot!
Wasnt those fantastic as I thought though.
IM LATE AGAIN!
Well, i need a cure for my insomnia.
Been sleeping at 3 to 4am.
Yesterday worst 5am.
Was freaking scared Micheal will scream and shout at me.
But he didnt. Thank God.
Shoot Stephanie.
I hope thats how her name spelt.
She also NYP.
I still remember. That time test..
When testing starts..
She started.
EH! Your this intern really cute.
How old is she. =.=
Im already like prepared to shoot her.
She stopped me by saying these. haha!
Cute man.
Realise she is Melanie's coursemate. =D
So far i know. She is one of the nicer models i know.
Joke around in the studio. =D
After which..
Step and I went to AMK Hub to eat Fish and Co.
HAHA! The word i remember today is...
SENSUAL..
SEXY..
Bikini tomorrow!
Sentosa with Girl. =D Cant wait!
Thank you for the memories you gave
I guess we are not meant to be.
And Im not meant to be loved.
So long R. Wish you well..
Guess there is no more R and H ever again.
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
12:32 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Someone sent this to me.
You know who you are.
Its really sweet..
I like it very much.. =DDD
So guys and girls.
When I RAWR you.. you know what it meant!
Stayed at home.
Became a goodie good girl. =D
Applause please!!
Photoshoot tomorrow 8.30am and 5pm.
First shoot! So excited! =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
12:28 AM
Monday, September 28, 2009
Yay!!! Went to meet up with May and Amanda.
And with May's friend. =D
Its been a year plus ever since I saw Amanda.=D
Watched FAME!
Wasnt those fantasy fantastic show. Like wow!
Very realistic kind..
Went to eat ASTON! =DD
Yummmyyy.
My Hickory BBQ Chicken! WAHAHA!
After which...
Went shopping. Was not a very good day for May.
So... We went shopping at Far East
Finally got my bikini!!!
YAY!!!
Got a new sunglass. =DDD
Found out that Amanda and I going to get a gig done.
But first. She write the lyrics.
I get the melody.
Hoping it turns out well. JIA YOU!. =D
Went to eat prata with Liwin and friend.=D
Nice night to remember though. =D
Tomorrow slacking day... =X
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
11:09 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Congrats to F1 winner. L. Hamilton.
Was working at Snow city..
Finally realised the song Hot and Cold how it really felt.
Really hot and then went in there to freeze!!
Your legs will turn into an ice and numb..
HAHA! Well, Its really because I still cant get used to the temperature change.
And im having flu symptoms.
But well, not bad. Go in take photo.
Come out sell photo.
After which..
Novan fetched me from work.
Went to eat. Then go watched F1 together.
Tired, went home to sleep.
Lacking of sleep the past nights.
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
11:05 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND! =DDD
Yes. Im like freaking scared.
Went to work at Jurong Safra in the morning.
WS called me in the middle of the night.
2am to stand in for 7am to 2pm slot.
I overslept. Reached there freaking late.
Like 9am like that.
Cannot take it already.
These days kept sleeping so late.
Wake up also late.
Then today got two full timer there.
Jeanie is not there. Sadded. =((
Well, then after which...
I got to wait for ppl to stand in for me b4 i go church.
Before that had a lot of unhappy incidents.
Shall not talk about it...
Rushed to church. Reached there just nice.
Pastor Kong was about going into the word.
Thank God! =D I didnt miss much.
This time it really convicted me.
As you guys who know me.
I had this habitual habit...
Always late.
Really always. Recently like getting worst.
Our word is our bond.
Well, its really true though..
Then LYL students had small briefing.
Followed by CIC classes.
After which celebrate Desmond's birthday! =DDD
Well, had much fun.
After which..
Talked a lot of crap.
HAHA! Super lame jokes.
haha! Well.. Really felt that smth is working in the cg.
Though at times I felt there is a age gap there.
YES! A kiddy person have a age gap okay!!!
At least both sides we tried. =D
After all the things.
Sera and me followed Pearly to support Andy for his gig.
Well, realllyyyy LOUDDD!
haha! But ya. Nice nice! =D
I wish I had my own too.
Reached home like 4am.
Realised tomorrow got to work at Snow City.
Im soooo DEAD!
Surprise! =D
The Warriors of W516
The babes of W516
The Happy Family!!
W516
The Geeks. =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
11:05 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
I was freaking sad in the morning.I thought I lost a friend.In the end I did...I thought I lost my lovely relationship with my classmate.In the end I did...I thought I had lost my dream.In the end I did..Felt so sad so so so sad.Everything comes at the same time.How am I suppose to handle all these?No one seems to be there to really listen and feel how I felt.All I remember was to praise God and He does miracles.So I cried saying: God is great! God is lovely..Its hard. Cause He put me through all these...And noww... Its the afternoon!!!I got back my friend!I got no more cold fights with R.I got SELECTED FOR THE JOB!IM FREAKING HAPPY NOW!!!!HAHAHA! Indeed God was good huh! =DI love you daddy!I knew you were the one who will pick me up when im down the deepest pit.Going for cellgroup! =DThank you for being there when Im really lost.
You are the great big God that nothing can compare to you!
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
4:56 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Super sad day...
Things just kept going down.
Hoping that Im selected.
Hands by the phone all the time.
Check emails frequently.
Yet no avail.
Guess im not selected.
Utterly sad.
Maybe we dont meant to be together
But I just want to say,
I was really really happy being with you.
Results wasnt the kind I wanted.
Disappointed in myself.
Am I still able to carry on to my dreams?
Am I still able to do a job out of my passion?
Somehow I felt lost.
What am I here for?
Why do I exist?
Whats my purpose on Earth?
Is it right that Im Hope?
Or am I a Hope that only gives Hope to others,
yet not myself..
Utterly upset..
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
3:57 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
GPA IS OUT! TEST!!!
Well, yes. The first thing i heard was results was out. =(
I saw it. Wasnt very good.
R did super good. But he didnt do what he wanted.
Already so sad. How to manage the test after that?
Quarrel with R. Cause we didnt see each other for sometime.
When he is freee.. Im not.
When Im free.. He's not. =.=
I dunno why we quarrelled.
Pris couldnt make it with me to the test.
So I got to dragged R with me.
If not Im like super lonely....
Plus super duper nervous...
Went there super early..
Test started like 7 plus..
Really scared when im inside.
Whole body shiver like mad!
I dun understand y am I so nervous.
I did pray. Take a deep breathe.
But turns out not good.
Its super crappy...
Then crap with one of the model.
HAHA! Realise she is from NYP too.
Same class as Melanie i think.
Well.... She posed I take.
The other guy did better i guess.
I tried to focus the eye.
ARGH! I just did crap!
Went home cried abit..
Wonder whats the results..
Baddie day!
Ate dinner at AMK with R.
Then home. Well, he did try to cheer me up.
And I got to say..
I need to repent.
He knows why...
He is right. I shouldnt have those thoughts.
I shall pray to Daddy God more. =(
Pour out my sadness.
Thank you for being there for me
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
3:47 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
INTERVIEWSSS
Today was a little disappointing.
Didnt realise myself entering to Venture Era =.=
I had to think of ways to get out of there.
Sms kor kor. Ask him how~
Haha! I love my kor kor!!
He actually gave me tips to escape.
So cool rite? Thank God I had such a wonderful brother.
He spare a thought for me and really love me to the max.
And somehow, he say no i do listen.
Only that time with Joseph. =.=
Actually i will cry if i defy korkor..
Haha. Im sucha crybaby. =/
Then went to find Girl after that disappointing meeting.
Rushed to Orchard some weird place.
the 10 dollars beer bar that we used to go on Shawn Chew's birthday.
Went with her to a interview.
And and and!
We both got the job!
Got to wait for the trainer to call us.
Quite cool though.
1 hr 8 dollars.
Selling souvenirs kind. And can get to work with Girl.
Time is quite flexible. You send in your timetable to them.
You can also work from home!!!
After which... Girl and I went to Bugis get small bites while waiting for Liwin
While going there, these two girls suddenly tap our shoulders and say HIIII!
Girl and I got a shocked man!!!
They asked us to join some modelling agency. =.=
We denied. Cause we were already freak out man!
Went Bugis street
Got 2 bags for 20!!
Weee! Now left bikini!
Then I will stop spending le.
After like spend so much past few days..
Ate Long John for dinner.
Went Taka with Liwin to get his cologne.
Decided to go Cine to play GUITAR HERO! =DDD
Really enjoyed ourselves there.
HAND PAIN!
Then play this jap bishi bashi.
Its really really challenging! But fun!
HAHA! =DD
Lastly, went to eat prata!!! =DD
Yummy! =DD Catch the last bus..
Home and finally the 3 bestie met up after so long.. =D
Hope loves Liwin and Val. =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
3:11 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
FLEA FLY HERE I COME!
Woohoo! Today spent really alot.
Oh. Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims.
Finally the fasting is over.
Well, went to meet Girl behind Wisma to go down to the flea.
It held at Demsey Rd. I think thats all its spelt.
Its a really really nice place.
But to go there. BEST! with a car!
SUPER WU LUUU...
Well, I bought really damn lots of things.
But prices are quite reasonable..
Bought a dress for like 18?
Then a "leather" jacket for 18.
A skirt for 5!!
A top for 1! haha!
And many many more.
Bought a shirt from Mei Fen's store..
While girl bought some tattered and torn jeans. haha!
Well, Im really happy!
Cause I got what I want!
I want to change a new whole style of me!
And with all these clothes hope I am becoming prettier. =D
After which, we sat cab back down to Far East.
Finally replace my really really spoiled slippers.
And got a really really sweet shoe. =D
Well, then ate some haiwanese chicken rice!
YUMMY! Super hungry after shopping!
Then went to ION Orchard.
Walked into this korean face shop.
Had a door gift (A mask)
Then bought a purple paint nails thing. haha!
Went into UniQlo. Girl and I tried this long sleeve shirt thing.
It fits us just right!
When we saw the measurement and everything.
ITS FOR KIDS!
Haha! The biggest size for kids man!
We still can wear.
Not bad! =DD We are kidsss!
Then passed by 77th street.
Got a sunglass.
But thinking maybe next week going Sentosa with Girl. =D
FINALLY!!! Ten thousand years I got my own sunglasses!
Cant wait to get my bikini!
Then i can go suntan.
Although i had fats.
Trying to slim down already! =X
But really tiring day today. haha!
After shopping and everything.
Tried the clothes at home. SOOO NICE! =DD
I wish you were there.
Where I can share with you my joy, my pain.
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
2:50 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Last day work at Jurong Safra.
As usual, make good friends with the lifeguards there.
Haha! Their rules so funny. =X
Enjoyed being there though really do nothing!
And really zhou bo!
But but but!
Today really a lot of people!!!
Customer keep complain this and that. =.=
After which, left with Benjamin.
IM NOT WITH BENJAMIN!
To Jurong Safra Lifeguards staff.
Haha! Alright. Thats all for the day.
Getting ready for flea with Girl tomorrow!
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
2:39 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
ITS A REALLY BUSY FRIDAY!!!
Morning
Had to work in Jurong Safra.
Really nothing to do there!
Its weekday! Who is going to swim??
Everyone had school and work.
So very little people.
Made friends with the lifeguards there.
No shuai ges. HAHA! So sad lo!
Well, my job scope there is to help the ppl
buy the tickets at kiosk.
Check their card.
A really boring and low pay job.
Afternoon:
Had interview at Paya Lebar there.
Rushed to Jurong Point after work.
Get somethings.
Check my hard disk on the train.
CANNOT FIND MY PHOTOS!
Tears were about to flow down.
Why? Cause I need it for the interview.
Job scope of it is a Trainee Photographer.
You get to assist really professional photographer/director for photoshoots.
I really kind of loving that job.
Cause I dun wan my skills just stuck down there.
Especially I dun have a DSLR to learn.
Although compact cam should be able to do the job.
Somehow your skills must be there.
PLEASE! Dun use a DSLR when you dunno the settings!
PLEASE ASK if you dunno. Really..
Sorry. a bit random.
Just feel that some ppl think they got camera.
They are professionals yet they dunno how to use.
Its like wasting thousand on a camera and not fully uterlise it!
Alright.. Stop all these. Rushed to interview.
Met up with Pris and her bf.
Haha! Guess what!
She got 18 photos and she burnt a disc for the interview.
I got nothing. 5 images in my com.
I was superly discouraged!!
Especially when R still say. Most likely you wont get the job.
=.= Like, He always so not positive towards me like that.
Then keep saying negative things to me when im already VERY NEGATIVE!
I simply just want to breakdown.
So I talked to God.
That i really want the job.
I hope that the interview will goes out well.
Who can tell me God is great? HAHA!
Sound like im preaching now.
Well, i went in. Talked alot of cameras.
REALLY CHIT CHATTING with the interviewer.
Now he changed my concept on getting Canon 500D
He said Nikon D90 the CCD is as good as a D300.
And we simply talked so much that i cant remember what we talked.
I was asked to go for a studio test on Wednesday.
Using D200! Stress! I only used it when working in Pictureworks.
I forgot mostly le!!!
He kept saying he lent me a camera.
Dun worry.
Makes me more worry. Cause his everything like 10 thousands. =.=
I hope I can get the job.
Although imagining myself carrying 20kg of equipments climbing hills.
But I know my passion will pull me through~!
God will give me strength!!
Night:
Went to meet Qin Ling at Tiong.
Went cellgroup together.
Pris and her bf went to sell their mooncakes.
Went for cellgroup early.
Bought bubble tea! =DDD
HAPPY! Been craving for it ever since SOMEONE mentioned it.
Had really really fun game!
Really enjoy it! haha!
Well, talked about Jesus going down to the
lowest position to wash feet of his disciples.
Really... I think Jesus super amazing.
Knowing that ppl will betray Him.
Ppl will denied Him. No one will stand up for Him
To die for us these horrible people.
Its not even easy to do!
Thank God that He created a path so that I can know God and You!=D
After cellgroup, went to watch movies with QinLing and friends.
Watched some Bustard show by Brad Pitt.
Only show left at West mall.
Oh well... Its a boring boring boring show.
Super shag. Went home. SLEEP! =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
1:31 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Im sad
But I will be fine
I told myself
everything its gonna be alright
Suppressing the hurt down the deepest deepest of my heart
Hoping I wont remember the pain anymore
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
1:29 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!
Hope you had a blessed birthday
Went out today.
Had a tiring yet fun!
Went camwhored abit. =D
Well, went a lot a lot of places.
Cant stop smiling!
This day shall be memorable for me and only me. =D
Thats all im gonna say.
I so gonna get shades! Haha!
I know its hard...Sometimes you got to learn to let it go
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
1:17 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Hey ya. Readers. Haha!
Well, I know NYPCC campers went Comex 2009 after the camp.
But I was simply tooooo tired.
Moreover I had to work at flyers on Saturday.
And Im only free on Sunday.
Kind Senior Wei Liang met from NYPCC.
He says he wants to go too.
So we met up. As his blog says.
IM LATE! Very late.
So I asked him to walk around.
Then reached le. The place is crowded as usual.
Bought a 8G Thumbdrive.
Bought a speaker same as Wei Liang.
Cause one is $25 two is $40,
Its mono but super powerful! =DD
Then went to find my brother's mouse!!!
Its like!! We walked the whole level 6 round and round!
Just to get him a mouse! Irritating. Make me giddy.
HAHA! Well, we spent like 3 hours in IT fair.
Cause of a stupid mouse.
Didnt take photo with Wei Liang.
I know he was sad. HAHA!
We went to see camera too!
My hand so itchy! Want to buyy...
He had to drag me out of the hall.
Sony DSLR is cheap. But the lens and flash is scary! -.-
Oh well. I wish I had one!!!!
Then after all these, I went to meet Ivan.
He was in the IT fair too..
Then walked with Wei Liang to MRT.
I realise something!
Wei Liang abit like no sense of directions =X
Haha! Ate Pasta Mania for dinner!
SUPER FULL!
Then walk walk. Chit chat with Ivan.
Took some photos.=D
Went home. =D
A fruitful sunday!
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
10:30 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Alright!!! =DDD Im back to blogging.
These days really lazy to blog.
Keep blogging about past days.
Im sorry readers.
Abit moodless these days to blog.
Well, today I went to work at Flyers..
HAHA! My partner is NOEL!
YAY! My best big bully buddy.
HAHA! =DDD
Well, he always bully me. =.=
But dunno why he became one of my bestie.
My heart too kind. haha! =D
Well, quite alot of things cropped up.
The flash and crapped not working.
And i found a new way to fixed it!
Like wow! Im amazed.
Ate popeye that night.
Had fun crapping with Noel.
After work. Went home...
Noel went KTV!
HMPH! Never ask me go!
HAHA! No la. he asked me.
I dun think i wanna go too.
So ya.. Enjoy the crazy pics below. =X
So hardworking? =X
NOEL AND HOPE RULES THAT NIGHT!
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
8:20 PM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
NYPCC CAMP 09 Sept to 11 Sept
AYE AYE AYE! Time to talk about NYPCC CAMP!
Yes! I bet you guys are missing me lots. 9 Sept till 11 Sept.
But I still can online. Cause I brought my lappy along.
090909
Was this the day where you engaged?
Well, I still love 070707 though.
7 is God's number.
While 9 is like long long long long. =D
Wishing all happiness last long long long.
Day 1 of the camp
Was scared though.
But ppl there were nice. =D
Shared Sleeping Bag with QT. =D
Tired, cause all the running running things involved.
AND... I GOT SUNBURN! =((
Lastly! NIGHT PHOTOGRAPHY!
Super cool. We did light graffiti.
Will show you guys pics soon.
Abit lazy to upload. TOoooo many. =D
Well, Day 2.. Suppose to go hiking at Bukit Timah Reserve.
Bad weather. So in the end have to travel to Chinatown.
Well well well, Mission is to find abtract A to Z.
Quite a cool mission. =D
After which, at night missions again =.=
Kept running and running!
North to South. South to North.
Day 3! TIME TO GO HOME!
YAY! Haha! Cant wait to hug my big bear, my comfy bed and my bolster. =D
I miss them all. Prize presentation.
ISO won the light graffiti.
HAHA! You know what?
ISO ..... I Ass O. Thats the reason y we chose that name.
Haha! How dumb.
But unique okay! =D
R came to carry my stuffs home.=D
So sweet of him.
Ate lunch. Slept alllllll the way like a pig.
Well well well...
What can I say? Tired, fun with all the fun ppl.
Oh. Singapore is really so small..
Found a sec school mate.
Found a ex CHC member from N161. Haha!
Amazing huh?
Well, after all... I did learn a lot!
And my camera really shocked me!
I didnt expect im able to do it! =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe
7:02 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
