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Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Hi peeps! =D Haha!!

Well, today i woke up early.

Went to church for bible study. Its like finally.

Don't know how long i didnt go already!!!

Im sorry, I didnt mean to be so on and off.

Just sometimes im seriously strug

gling between the same things!

Okay. You can scold me dumb or whatever..

I have been struggling the same all things.

Relationships and friendships.

Thats like the two that pulled me away.

I dare not say its work. Although it started with work.

But ya, now im back on track.

I praying hard that when the same problem arise.

I dun wanna face it again.

Or maybe when i face it again. I ought to do smth else.

Albert Einstein had said: It's insane to do the same things over and over again

and wanting to get a different response.

Come to think of it. I think i jus did a insane thing.

Well, i know i used to be open and all.

But im sorry. I can't now. I guess I could hardly trust ppl?

Well, now in my life.. We all ought to have 3 kinds of friends.

1) Acquaintance

2) Close friends

3) Friends that bring you closer to your destiny

Guess I got to really think about it.

Not saying that i shouldn't spend too much time with close friends.

Close friends are good. They give you comfort, encourage you and all.

But what if both of us are injured?

How are we going to help each other?

Stay there and die together?

So we ought to have some friends who are not injured to help us.

Its just reminding me to choose

my friends wisely.

And yes, i trust ppl easily.

But im praying hard that im not going to do that anymore.

Cause im hurt easily. Im a emotional person.

Its just that i didnt want to say..

Maybe these days i really showed.

But there was really some unforgiveness tormenting me.

But today Im set free.

I felt that all these tormenting feelings are gone.

I no longer feel that hurt that ppl brought me.

In fact im feeling loved.

Loved by everyone and especially Him. =D

I dun wanna hide my wounds again.

Just got to forgive and forget.

Its hard to forget but at least i got to learn to forgive.

Guess its never easy. Being moved here and there.

Being hurt once and once again.

I made a decision not to get myse

lf hurt again.

No more relationships.

Seriously after all these craps.

I had enough of it.

It seriously convicted me not to go into it anymore.

Service was amazing.

The girl didnt even prepared and the power of God flowed through.

I think the girl is super blessed.

Got holy laughter.

Wonder will I get that joy again?

Will that crazy, active Hope come back?

Will the noisy Hope come back?

These you got to see the next episode. Haha!

Well, was talking to Hammie on msn.

He showed me this meaningful poem.

Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend
, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them

♥There is always HOPE if you believe

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