Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991.
She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects.
She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥.
She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them.
She is a Child of God and loving His people always.
You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.
Haha! Im back! Sorry for MIA-ing for so long. Well, everyday I have been working and working.
Abit no life rite? But i still go church and all. But really hardly had any much time.
Well, a little recount of the things that had happened.
Sunday: Went to church. Went out with Femo and friends to shop.
Well, Bugis is really really crowded.
We then travelled down to Orchard Rd. Made new friends there. Like Rip^Slyme. I dunno how to spell, and others lolx.
Uncle Zhong were there too. We shopped at wisma awhile.
Went to find girl. =DDDDD
We then proceed to Far East to continue our shopping!!
Bought a dress from some quite cheap shop.
A covered up shoe at cotton on with a scarf.
Practically we walked around. Crapped around. Laughing all about.
Sorry no pictures. HAHA! Dun ask me why. =DD
Monday: My days starts again. I could not exactly remember which school i went.
As usual, woke up early. Go to the schools.
Set up. Quickly edit the photos as much as possible.
Then go back office upload.
Sound simple? But i tell you. Its not!!! Its really hard work can!
My photoshop in the lappy like sot like tat.
SO IRRITATING!. well well well..
And all these goes on and on....
Tuesday: Last team again. Wanted to run away.
Cried. Feel so stressed up.
Seriously dun wan to go home so late.
I wan my bed my everything too.
All my fault...
Wednesday: Reached office late again. Cause were editing in school.
Went back office edit again.
Well, got shocked. LOLX!
Cause everyone is having some pyjamas steamboat party.
HAHA! Photos in facebook. Not mine.
But Wan Sia's. Super funny can!
Cannot stop laughing at Jim.
HAHA! Gosh. Everyone was really really so funny!!!
Wei Fu was the cai shen ye..
Then the rest all dress up! Well! Guess what??
I finally get to see CHARLENE! haha!
Okay.. I miss those days working with her can!
SERIOUSLY! haha! So shocked to see her.
Then after editing photos and all.
The whole office suddenly pitched dark.
Jenny wanted to hav some romantic music and drink red wine.
So everyone sat in a round circle.
Im not sure if they playing truth or dare.
But haha! Its all about relationships stuff.
And Jenny knows about the chicken rice thing -.-
Its like spreading throughout the whole office la!
Well, its over. haha! Not even a duck rice!
Dun even think about it!
Well, haha! So funny. Everyone is waiting for answers.
HAHA! I feel a little kpo there. haha. But well..
I dunno y.. From T.k.. Jumped to Wei Fu.. Then jumped to Kyle.
Then me. -.- Im like no... They were like.
Where is that stall. I go visit.
Oh oh oh! Chicken rice no more le okay!
So stop stop saying it. haha!...
Sat cab with Suta home. haha! Well, long and fun day though.
Thursday: Went to HongWenPrimary School with Team K.
Which is with Jim and Wei Fu.
HAHA! I shall not be scared of my editing,
since experts are there to help me set the settings well!
Well, there is this particular kid.
SUPER SMALL AND CUTE!
SERIOUSLY!!! Like a baby.... And its primary 1.
BABY! Really baby that size. Like a few months old kind.
HAHA! So we all went to take pictures with the kids.
The pictures not with me. =((
So sad.. Haha! After taking those photos..
I felt like im doing Early Childhood.
The school building is new. Everything is new.
Children noisy. Got Jim can already.
He more fierce. I so scare when he take photo.
More scary than me...
But haha. Thanks to him I can go home early and children are quiet.
Imy kids!
Friday: Today. Went to YTPS.
Haha. Overall i should say. The classes keep delaying like mad.
But at the ending of the day.
Mr Xiang, Suta and me were so bored....
So we went to find kids to disturb..
What did we do?
Mr Xiang:(Tap tap on the child's shoulder) Child:(Look around) Mr Xiang:(Tap again) Child:(Smiled, Look really puzzled and little scared) Mr Xiang: Who touched you just now?
Child: I don't know.
Everyone laughs.
Suta: Boy, come here. Pass me your sticker. Child:(Walked happily, smiling) Suta: What happened to your teeth? Child:(Sad) It dropped.
Suta: When?
Me: Hey, you very mean! The boy is already so sad!! NEXT!!!
Suta: Girl, come here. Pass me your sticker.
Child:( Walks up, smiled ) Suta:(Laughs) Why you laugh until like that? Suta: What happened to your teeth?
All started laughing.
Me and Xiang: Why you keep asking the kids this question?
Haha! Poor children. Just because they lost their two front teeth.
heh heh. Well, im there taking pictures of the children. haha.
Will upload photos soon.
Im tired. Nights ppl
Happy Chinese New Year All.
ANG BAO COME COME!
Pictures Updates..
Suta and little boy says Hi! =D
The set up we have to do every morning
Team E is working very hard.
The system we use to take their pictures.
The appearance of my new boyfriend. =D I love Xavier! He looks like model student! =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 1:08 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Well, I just read Girl's blog just now. Im a little sad and a little happy. Im happy because we both treasure our friendship a lot. You wont know how much we did quarrel. How many times I made her angry or sad. But well, like she said, after each quarrel we had or sort of angry. We got over it and friendship becomes stronger. That is what we call ourselves best friend. Although a lot of times she didnt tell me how she didnt do well or sad. Haha. But i jus felt it. Cause i know no point asking her. She will tell me herself if she wants me to know. Okay, I admit im a little slow to catch what you are trying to say sometimes. Haha. But but. I will still keep trying. Knowing that when you sad you can come to me.
Girl, Jia you okay? Any help or questions can ask me. These years we came by wasnt easy. As we change together, becoming wiser and prettier. =X I know and i know, our friendship will last long. I dare not say the word never cause I don't know if that is going to happen We will make it the best now and tommorrow and days passed by. P.s I<3you.
Indeed, everything happens for a reason. God places people in my life to encourage me when im sad, to take good care of me when i was young, fill me a little bit of love here and there. And to every single friend that I have. Best friend, good friend, close friend or a friend. I thank God for you all. You guys are just like a piece of jigsaw in my life. Shoot all acquintances~~~ Haha. If you know what i mean. =X
Speaking my minds out, I was really busy with my work. Then I realise.. I didnt manage to control my temper towards certain ppl. Here I am saying sorry that I didnt manage to spend time with you. But well, haha. I think church commitment and work commitment already took my days up. I will try to make up every single time that i promised. I think I keep saying meet up soon to Sec school friends and didnt really have the time to do so. Oops. Dun kill me yet. Maybe after Chinese New Year or during that time. We could go someone's house to play or something? Eat steamboat?
Music Music Music. Keep talking to me.. Dont stop. Let it flow. I will go and upgrade my skills now. More pop songs and christian songs. Pop songs, impact family and people out there. Christian songs, bringing down the presence of God whenever I play it. Guitar!! Here i come!! P.s I want to learn piano =( Can anyone teach me? Ipraythatyouwillbefine
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 10:11 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Hmm. Today is sat. Time for spring cleaning...!! Haha. Well, little did i know. Its all beginning to be over. Haha. Only i know what does it means.
Hav i bought new year clothes yet? Erm. Not yet. Which is so dead!! Chinese new year coming!! YAY! Erm. Actually quite sian. But but. Got reunion dinner in my house. =D I have to take out the prawn shells again. But well. I love being with my family.
Today i went to take charger at clementi. But be4 that i dropped by at my cousin's house. Played with my niece. Best is i talked to my cousin!!! Thank God i got 17. She mistaken and thought i got 30. Then she totally shocked.
Well, I pray that God gives me a poly course that is in His will. Another thing is that i didnt want to disappoint her again. She had been taking care of me since i was born. Hmm. Beginning to know whats really happening in the family. Im quite sad. But ya. I will move on and impact them. I will... Jia you hope! Give hope to your family.
Haix. Well, Jia you! I mus really pray for strength. Cg has been good. Always good. But how to become better? Everything mus start from Me.
Well, i suddenly think of my own guitar skills. There is guitar class that i can attend. And my cousin was like wanting me to go back to play my guitar. Get more skills to teach my niece and nephew.
I think she wants to see me perform. I got a feeling. Cause its like.. I dunno. The way she asked me was. You stopped guitar already? When you go poly carry on playing as a cca? Isnt it better?
Then i was sharing with her that my church friends was at Ben and Jerry playing. She was asking why didnt i join them.... Hmm.. Should i continue? I think i should upgrade my skills. And maybe form a band... Jus hav a lot of visions seeing myself on stage.
Especially when i see ppl i know on stage. Bringing back memories of me performing to others... Hmm. All i hav to say. Take one step at a time.
Jia you Yan Sin! Oh ya. I chose digital media as my first choice. Mostly media stuff. Hopefully i wont go to weird course like clean energy or like nutrition thing..
Praying hard.. I didnt know that its all happening so fast. Gone like the wind.
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 5:51 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Its late now. Yet im still in office. Past nights have been taking cab home. Its like reaching home at mignight and going out in e early hours. some of us even though of staying in office. Well, hav been going home with the jurong gang. There is.. Wan Sia!! T.k!! Wei Fu!! and me. Haha. We keep teasing each other and laughing to relieve our stress.
Yes i know results is out. I got 17 points. Thank God. Seriously. I passed my subjects. Especially english and maths!! SERIOUSLY I PASSED! okay. I dunno how my brother felt. But i bet he is relieved.
So my one yr is not being wasted. I cried while knowing my results. Worst still.. I was taking photos of the Pri 1s at Kong Hua Primary School. And.. Thank God for Suta's Ipod touch. If not i sure dunno.
While waiting for results i became crazy. I was laughing. Hopefully my nervousness goes. And i was singing into mics like KTV in the school. Okay. Hopefully the whoever from the school see this. If not i sure sure kana complained.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD Im sick and happy but yet tired. Im sorry. But seriously. Past nights i hav been like this. I wonder what time im reaching home this time.
I really thank God for my results. Really really really wan to thank you. Loves. =D
P.s. By the way, I have not bought any new year clothes yet. Guess i got no more mood to buy soon...
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 11:05 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Sorry Readers for a dead blog. Well, I had been busy working and working. That i didnt even could hav any enough rest for anything. Everyday i reached home around going midnight. Waking up at 5.30am to the schools.
Well, recount of the past days. I made new friends. Ate Roti Prata with youtiao friends. Haha! Lamers... Bang Bang Bang who die? Stupid games. But haha! Its like quite fun. =X Saw that funny guy in the video for slipper table tennis. HAHA! Ming, Jing Ying, James and ken.. =DD
I went to Pictureworks for training. HAHA! Most of the staff are new. T.k ---> the equipment guy. He is good. Always reminded me to drink more water. Weifu ---> haha! Yay! He helped me a lot. Kyle ---> Woo. Haha. Nothing to say. Sometimes i feel that he very funny. Its like erm. I dunno. Emotionless.
Hmm. Well, I dun feel as united as the past yr. Then i was quite little stressed. Cause i did translink last yr. This yr they expect that i do well.
But its like no more backflash. I dunno how to solve all the things on the spot. Stupid background. I dunno how to made it white. Trying to listen to the instructions.
Hai. Im been really really stressed up. With a lot a lot of things. I hav been working from 5 plus am to 12 am. Slept at 1 or 2 am and wake up at 5 plus again. Cropping and doing all the photos. Im down with fever and flu. God, please teach me a better way to do this job well. I dun wan to fall sick again!
Jia you telling myself. Jia you. Dun die out..
Service is really really good.
I wan to find my destiny. Really wanting to know what am i called to do. God do not judge us by what we do But what we are called to do. Come on Hope aw. You are going to fulfil that destiny. Dont give up.
Sorry.. I jus need a little encouragement for myself. Im like so tired and so busy. That i got no room for Him. Im sorry. Forgive me. Everything in my life. Take it all. I dun wan to die off like that.
Hoping that you would see the best of me. Everything single part i giv it all to you..
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 6:17 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
Hey Ju! Haha! Well, saw her blog. A video of In the mood. Woo. I miss guitar man. Always like remember the part we keep repeating like mad. Keep practise. Section splits. Then come back again. Then always use I will follow you to stir up our passion once again. Always hearing Mr Toh. What you girls rushing to? But we jus like the way we try to express our happiness together. As a grp. We learnt to be one. From so many diff parts. Our hands on the guitar necks hurts like mad. We sacriface the pain to make it sound the best. Practise endlessly at home. Staying in school overnight.
Those were the times of SYF. The first SYF we had the songs In the Mood and Malaguena. Ju found the video. haha! Im intending to find the rest.
Malaguena with the solo parts. =DD
Well, Remember someone has to play the solo part? This guy is really really good!
In the Mood.
Remember the parts we keep practise like mad? Stop and practise like crazy.
Historia De Un Armor
Haha! My favorite love song. =DDD Haha! E knocking part.!! YAY!!
Hungarian Dance No.5 - Brahms
Although it is not us playing it. BUT!! REMEMBER US IN OUR PINK UNIFORM! Carrying the guitar up to the stage.. REMEMBER? First row got who? Then poor section 4 hav to bring two guitars. Best is both is ESTEVE!! YAY!
HAHA! So guitar mates i miss you all. So do the times where we shared our pains on our fingers. Stretching all the way to play these songs well. Love you. STC GUITAR ENSEMBLE!
NEXT YR GOLD OKAY? Senior expetation. MUAHAHA! =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 3:46 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Haha! Recount Recount. Friday: Went window shopping with Youtiao. Suppose to find my cousin to help my bro to find some fragrance thing. But in e end, she took off. So went to Bugis Street to look for clothes.
But waiting for Cg shopping. Becos they know better and more. =D Which is this coming Friday!! =DD
Saturday: Went church. First service of the year. And guess what? We were sitting like first row!!! Im like WOW! OH MY!! haha! Excited yet a little fear of the camera. But But. I dun care if e camera shine on me or what. I told God that im going to shake off that fear and focus on Him. Well, I did. =D Everything on Him. =D
Hmm. Service is fun. haha! Men's service. Woo. Im so power up for e things to come. Im like wanting more and more. Getting all charged up. After service. Bought dinner for my bro. Then cg walked me home then walked to interchange. HAHA! So sweet of them rite? =DD
On the way a lot of funny things happened! HAHA! Bullying each other and teasing each other. We travelled down to find our precious leader. =D Went Changi Airport to eat Popeye. HAHA! Well, we crapped a lot too. Keep laughing like mad. CROCODILE. tsk tsk. Gosh man. LOLX! We got to wash up our minds. But i really felt that we were more united and guess wat. We are more bonded and loved. I felt so so free. =D
Next Wed im starting work already. IM SO EXCITED! Heh heh. While, will update soon. Going out soon again.
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 2:10 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
HI EVERYONE! Welcome to 2009!! Okay. A lot of ppl will be thinking. You slow ar? Its already 2nd Jan.
Yes i know i know. Haha. Cos they all got e time to blog. I didnt. Oh well... My countdown. MUAHAHA! First. That day i was really running here and there. I went to gym. haha! Ya. Starting e new yr gyming. Then rushed home, bought kor's dinner. Really rushed. Then dress super nice. HAHA! Ppl asked. Y you dress so nice today? Reason: Pearly always taught us. How we exit is how we enter.. So.. I exit being pretty. Then enter will be prettier. WAHAHA! And i was super late. Cos reached home 5 plus 6. Then suppose to be at Dhoby at 7pm.
Well, Firstly. Celebrate. Of cos with my spiritual family or family first. HAHA!. So went to dhoby to find my loving coordinators and leader! =DD We went to 99cents sushi to eat. =D Well, i think i ate e least. Cos i only ate 5 bucks. LOLX! Surprising rite? Actually i think while i took money out of bank. I tot i saw roy. But i dunno his no. And and.. Dun dare to confront him. He with huge bunch of boys. 0.0 Real huge. lolx. So too bad. I saw you again. But i didnt say hi. So sorry. Next time i see you i will sure sms you. haha!
So so. Haha! We all happily ate e 99cents sushi. YUMMY! Joke around with each other. Talked abt Anime. haha! Of cos. We love taking photos. =D Photos will be up later. haha! Then we went up e cathy.. They are going watch two shows. Took some pics be4 i leave.
Then me and Elijah left.. Pei him go PS. While going to MRT. Saw Cliff, Hui Jun, and Qiao Fen. So qiao. WAHAHA! Talked awhile.. Next stop... Went to orchard find my jie. They were eating at sakura restaurant. Find e huge gang. Took lots of photos. haha. They travelled to Raffles to watch fireworks. While me... rushing to find girl at vivo.
Reaching there.. Knewing something went wrong from e start. HAHA!. So we hugged each other long long! =D Bet everyone is jealous. haha! Girl. Haha. New yr all e bad thing gone. So no worries. =D Loves. Im thinking. hmm. We have known each other like. 6 yrs. I hope that our friendship last long. She wore e necklance i bought!! RAWR! so happy!
Knew some stupid idiot idiot ah bengs. Childish bunch of kids. Keep complaining. Well, go if you wan to go. No one is stopping you. SERIOUSLY. -.-! okay. Got over them.
After e fireworks.. James had to go for party. So we followed.. But in e end.. I wanted to find my cousin.. Then after dunno how long. I couldnt contact her already. In e end Youtiao called me. haha! So went boat quay to find him. So scary. Cos i was kind of. I dunno. Super scared. Eh! Stop saying im baby. I told you y im scared okay!
Went to find his friends at some pub. Haha! Got to know Janet and all. From Chec. Then realise Janet is from S1. =D haha. So we played some games. I think Raymond super suay. haha! Cant stop laughing. Well, i didnt drink okay. Youtiao drink for me when i lose. Thanks alot of youtiao. =D Thats gentleman of you... Haha. So we were in KTV pub. Laughing talking crap. Joke around. Especially. Youtiao. Super high. Went crazy.. Tsk tsk.
Well, then we lasted till around 5am like tat. Then all of them went home. Left me and Youtiao... We went to find something to eat. From Boat quay.. Walked all e way to Clarke Quay. To find mac. But e mac was super duper crowded. So.. Walked all e way to city hall. On e way.. Youtiao stomach cannot take it.
Found hotel to let him release. LOLX! My whole day leg was dying. Blister everywhere. Im so dumb wear heels. But Youtiao still hungry. So we carry on walking to Bras Basah. FOUND A MAC!
Haha! Okay. We were so happy. Cos finally can sit down and eat. HAHA! We wanted to take first bus home. But but. Too far le. =( My leg cannot take it. So in e end. Youtiao fetched me home. And then he go home. Haha. Thanks Youtiao for e night. =D And thanks for sending me home while you so tired. And staying so so so far..
Haha. I also know you waiting for me to say this. You are the best of e night. haha! (He mus be laughing like mad man) Okay. Well, my day didnt jus end yet. While Youtiao went home and slept for 14 hrs. (Seriously... Pig. =D)
I wanted to sleep at around 9am. I kind of missed e buffet. Cos im so tired and my leg is dying. I went back to sleep. heh heh.
But few mins later. I woke up. Complaining hungry.. Regretted not going. =( But in e end. Kor call me to go! HAHA! YAY! E food really nice! It was at Shoshibo. I dunno how to spell. But nice nice nice! Its my breakfast, lunch, dinner! Then went shopping all e way. Shopped for washing machine..
Kor gave me money to shop shop shop! So happy! haha! Then my day lasted until 8 plus then reached home. Tired. So went to sleep after packing things. Well, after that around 12am. I jus jump out of bed. Cant sleep again. =( It is bad... Insomnia coming back again.
Well, then used iphone all e way. Cook noodles.. and then talked to youtiao. Fell asleep at around 5 plus am. Suddeenly got nightmare. =( Hear some scary ppl knocking on my door. Like BOM BOM BOM! Like wanting to take my life like tat.
Youtiao said im a baby. =( RAWR! Anyway, haha! His video being made. So funny. Okay. Happy 2009 ppl.
My New Year Revolution: 1) Go into Poly 2) Love God like never b4 3) Grow my grp 4) Make lots of trustworthy friends 5) Peace with family and friends.
Wishing this yr will be a good one for all of you.. =D Jia you everyone in pursuing your dreams. Jia jia jia! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 11:11 PM
This is e Part 1 Of e thing. There is: Andy, Pearly, Elijah, Shi Min, Qin Yan and Me. Will upload e rest of e pics again. =DDD Sorry. Rushing off to Bugis. =D
♥There is always HOPE if you believe 4:08 PM
Well, as promised. Haha! Uploading all e pics. This is Part 2. I went to meet IRC friends. There are a lot of ppl. But not forgetting: Amelia, Kat, Jerlyn, Denon and Kaka. However I made new friends like Canto and somehow know how they look in real life. Well, as they travelled down to Raffles to watch fireworks. I went on to my Part 3.
Jie and Me! =D
Jie and Kat.The girls showed up. =DSo are the guys. Some were missing.Me and Kat.Jerlyn and Me!Haha! This is Part 3. Where i meet my girl. =D
Happy New Year girl! =D How can we not hav pics? So we camwhored in e toilets. Dun let e guys know. haha! Thanks Girl for the past yrs. We experience so many many things. Like almost e same. haha! Having those precious fun moments. 2009 will be better for us. =D I met new friends here too! So there were : Girl, James, Celeste, Clare, Qi Wei We went to Vivo counting down. However, we went wrong side of vivo. But nvm. Hopefully those bad stupid noisy ppl will jus go away! RAWR! After the fireworks, girl went to party with Qi Wei. I went over to Part 4.
Girl and Me
Me, Girl, Celeste and Clare.
Well, This is the Part 4.
Went over to find Youtiao at Boat Quay. The Whiskey Bar. I think. There we were bored so we camwhored. (P.s To Youtiao: I didnt post your monkey pics. But I posted your donkey pics. =X) Well, I also made new friends here. =D There were like : Janet, Raymond, Tessa and John Of course there is Youtiao.(Adrian) We played a lot of stupid games. But trust me. I didnt drink. Im a good girl. =D
My hair was bad. =(Mr YouTiao. =D
Someone acted shy. tsk tsk.Some Alcohol with green tea.Went over Bras Basah Mac to eat.Tired yet forced a smile. =DThat is when Youtiao become a Pig! haha!
Friday, January 23, 2009
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