Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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"Life would be so much better if they are not selfish"

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Mediabox

"Can we pretend airplanes in night skies like shooting stars, I would wanna make a wish right now

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

DSLR Camera Nikon D90/D300
Ipod Touch
Iphone 4
Be a great photographer
Acoustic Guitar
Driving License

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Meet the people I love♥

Loves♥
Val♥ Clas♥ May♥ Marquez♥ Merman♥ Noel♥ CaCa♥ Amanda♥ Liwin♥ YL♥
Churchmates
Kong Hee:D W516 YiLun:D Apple Jieqi LiPing Mandy MingZhu QinYan YanRan♥ XiaoLong
Friends
D.O.P.E Studio
Jason
Lincoln
NYP
DVE 01 NYP Photography Angeline Bryan Edmund Hidayat Jasper QinFang Sebas Sherlin Tanner TingRu Rap Roy Wei Liang Wei Thai Yi Miao
STC
4B `07 STC Guitar Ensemble Carmen ChengShing Felicia GeokYing Joyce Melanie NgMin SiMin Sheryl YuanLing ZhiXian
Online
Amelia Alyssa Danny Dyon Erwin Joseph Jt Ming Timo Qi Qi Skybird Wein

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Creditorials

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

That previous post is not becos I emo okay!
Its jus that yesterday i was thinking back on my life
Then this thing came out
Then somehow i wanted to write in my blog

So ppl. Im not emo okay?
Im fine and good and happy! =D
Well, was busy with birthday things
Then went to watch Beverly Hills
CHIWAWA!!! =D
A super spiritual show. haha!
Quite cute. Watch it with ah pa!
HAHA! then we went toilet.
Saw a title of show Talk to Me

Then songs came out
Talk to Me! Tell me your name.
We sang in chorus together.
HAHA! Thats like really funny.

Haha! Past days we have been
busy doing things. So didnt blog.
Going to church now! Bye! =D

A Median Heart

Whats deep in your heart right now?
What are you feeling right now?
Is joy and excitement in you?
Or is it sadness and disappointment?

We all ought to have a median heart.
A Heart that is not so soft
when attacks come,
we wavers around and collapse.
A heart that is not so hard
that love comes and touch,
you cant feel it
and eventually depressed.

We all ought to have a median heart
that when relationships fail
we are able to think positive
and look forward.
Knowing the mistakes we have in e past
relationships and change for e better

We ought to have a median heart
that negative words are being spoken to us
we are not affected by it.
Our heart is hard at that moment
that we will not get hurt.

We all ought to have a median heart.
Knowing that we cant bottled up
all our feelings inside.
We are not super humans
Knowing that we cant work
everything out ourselves.

This is the heart that we ought to have
Work things out and work things right.
Love come and hurts bye
This is the median heart

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Days passed.. Everything seems so good.
I jus felt that creativity keep flowing in.
Its You I know. Doing all these great works.
You were there all along. Standing by me.
Holding my hand walking through this journey.
You gave my your direction.
I know what i want and i wan to achieve.
I could see your angels protecting me.

Its raining out there.
But i know you were there all along.
Waiting for me to talk to you.
Talking to you for jus one moment.
Looking at you for jus one moment.
I know you love it. You love e way i am.
The way i laugh, the joy i have.

This reminds me a song.
Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

I know you were disappointed at times.
Wishing that i could change.
Seeing how hard i struggle in it hurts you.
But keeping believing that i will be back to you.
Back to your arms. Getting protection from you.
Provided by you. Giving me e hope so that i could see.

Putting it behind is hard. But i know i can do it.
Cos you first saw me and you believe in me.
Knowing that i can overcome all things.
Being a conqueror. I missed e way you smiled.
You look so beautiful that words could not descibe.
Its time. Time to start anew.

Time to put all unnecessary things aside.
Time to be a new me.
I know that i said it alot of times.
This time im going to do it.
I shall be a doer.

I know you will be there to see it.
There to guide me. Help me.
Jus like a friend would do.
Loneliness will not be a problem.

There i will singing.
Hear my prayer.
Hear me crying out to you.
My life take it all.
I jus wan more of you.
I know i know. You will take care of everything.
I should not think or stress abt it.

Thank you for all e things that you gave me.
E bad times to learn
Good times to enjoy.
With you around. I will not be afraid.
I will not be. I will never be!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Wahaha! Today was fun!!
Early morning, some girl called me down for interview.
Went to Recruit Express.
It wasnt as bad as i tot. E person interviewed me is a nice person. =D
Meeting up with my 2 Best friends since sec school.
QUEENIE AND CLASANDRA! =D
Well, ever since may... We didnt had a chance to meet up.
Im sorry girls. haha.
Scared e two girls at Fox. Well, e usual me wont be in dressing rooms.
This time different. haha! Was dragged along.
HAHA! I didnt expect to be so fun. Gosh.
First time Hope is loving shopping 0.0
And like can imagine myself or e style matched for e clothes.
That was like creativity man. Dunno y also.
I was telling Clas and Queenie. This thing wear with that very nice.
HAHA! Then all start imagining.
So we started our shopping journey at FOX.

Did you see Triplets? I missed those guitar days..
It brought us three together.
Best out of best friends i had.
There goes my nice nice journey.
haha! Having them in my life is a pleasure.
Thank God for them.
Girls, good luck for you A levels okay?
Anything can share with me de.
We are best friends rite?
Well, Queen! Take care when going Japan.
Thanks for e time you spent time with me. =D