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Biography

Her name is HOPE, Hope Aw Yan Sin. She is Nineteen this year. Her first smile was seen on 17 July 1991. She is currently pursuing her diploma at NYP, Digital Visual Effects. She's in love with photography, guitar and the special someone♥. She had great friends who are always by my side whenever she needs them. She is a Child of God and loving His people always. You may contact her @ hopeawys@live.com.

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Friday, October 31, 2008

I dun know y
But was flipping through my pics
I saw how a ugly me
Used to be defeated by self esteem
Slowly changed..
Haha. Always remember e times when im with my gf
Camera is always a part of us
Haha. There are so so so many more photos
i didnt upload of her and me
Its tonsssss! =D
But well, that shows our closeness together
Right Girl? =D haha!
Then i still remember my niece and my nephew
Niece: MA YI!!! (Ant)
Haha! A cute and talented little girl who loves me so much
And gave me this wonderful name=D
Although she grew older, but everytime with her
makes my day! =DDD I missed her =(
You know that camera that she took
Its using film and she took quite a few photos
And guess what.. It turned out to be really nice and artistic
At that time i guess she is only 3 yrs old!!
Gosh. Got my genes. haha! Good good
Stick with MaYi more okay?
Haha! Although i know you are not reading
But.. MaYi wants to tell you that I love you=D
How i wish i jus go her house now and play with her
But i scare.. Of my cousin though
Will sure be asking how is my studies and all
I dun wan her to hav a super high expectation of me
Seriously, im scared enough. Seeing her tearing last yr
becos of my results. I knew i shattered her heart.
I owe her so much so much so much
From young she gave me everything that i wanted
until now she still worries for me after her 2 child
Although she is no longer e person who gave me money,
but i know that she still loves and cares for me
Whats more that my mum died and gave her me
My mum said before she died, pls take care of YanSin for me
Y her? Y my cousin? Cos my mum loves her

My family is really complicated. Look at it now
We either lost our parents. Due to millions of reasons.
Or i dunno. I wonder if its cursed or not
My eldest cousins.. their dad passed on
My second one.. Their parents are still intact
but my uncle is having some cancer..
My third cousin, his dad passed on.
My forth cousin, they are in hong kong
Fifth is me and bros. Independent kids
Sixth.. Divorce and remarried
and last two old cousins
Mum abandoned, dad passed on

Hey! Whatever man!
And mostly all died with cancer!
DAMN CANCER! Get away from my family!
These are all my mums side
I had so lost in touched with my dad side
Ever since they put my dad's mum to Old Folks Home
There he goes.. Leaving us. Even thousand tries of
contacting him. He had no means of acknowledging us
Y did i hav such a dad! -.- I really dunno why
Haix. Whatever. hmm. im like stating my family
to e world. -.- But thats what im thinking
I always think what if he come back one day
Will i reacknowledge him again?
Well, to that answer i really dont know
He failed to give him what he suppose to give
My protection, my provider and all
haix!!! RAWR!
I still remember my getting started i think
They were telling us what a earthly dad should giv.

Hmm i shall stop EMOing=D
haha! Well, photos of you and me
This blog wants more photos!!
haha! And yes. More will come=D

Me.....